Saltwater Soul

Such a long day…

Well, let’s see.  Today actually started off PRETTY DANG WELL.

I went on a major cleaning spree, and mowed the yard and everything.  Very wonderful daughter I am, if I do say so myself.  Got in contact with the school and my loan FINALLY went through (thank the Lord), so now I can focus on school starting and getting a new job.  

Possibly joining team iphone soon!  That would be pretty great.  Still a little torn about whether to stay Android or go iphone…but honestly, my need for an awesome case is winning me over.  And those Lifeproof cases?  Purrrfect.

Then had a crazy girl night with my little sister and her friend (who is pretty much a sister to me).  We took goofy pictures, danced, and spent some much needed time together.

BUT OF COURSE.  My day had to hit a downfall…

Now not ONLY does the “I” on my keyboard not work, but neither does my comma key, or my “K.”  Thankfully I have this on screen keyboard, or I don’t know what I would do.  Stupid…

Then I have to find out that my little sister is back with her ex-boyfriend that cheated on her.  (I mean she’s only 10, but still, cheating is cheating in my book). So naturally I got angry, told her I was disappointed and not to speak to me…but now I’m reflecting back on it and feel bad.  I think deep down I’m just disappointed in myself, for going back to the same guy…

And that guy, well, we have been on/off for about four years…

It’s because of that I have come to realize that I’ll probably be single for a while.  Unless we work out our issues (because though I hate admitting it, we both have stuff to work on), no good guy is going to want to be with me.  I mean, how do you compete with someone that dated a girl for THAT long?  I mean hey, to the guys that CAN, I give you props.  Annnnnd I suggest you contact me.  But really, to those guys that are willing to risk getting their heart broken for a great girl…thank you.  Guys like you are the definition of a MAN.  

And honestly ladies, that’s what we truly deserve.  No more boys, complete assholes, or stupidly clingy boys…

We need a man.  And whether it takes weeks, months, or years.  I’ll be here waiting for him…

Rawwwrrrr.

The title describes my feelings perfectly…

I have a major headache.  And I have no effing clue why.

And honestly, it’s probably because my stupid letter “i” won’t work on my keyboard.  So unfortunately, I have to type everything normally, then use my “on-screen keyboard” to put in the stupid letter “i”.

I wish more than ANYTHING I could get a new computer…

UGH.